My 14 Goldfish

I was exposed to endless negative information from the Internet while staying in under the influence of  COVID-19, implying the global virus epidemic era has begun. The feeling of anxiety and depression reminds me of the time in November 2018, when I was suffering from an Anxiety disorder. It was the repeated visits of insomnia that made me feel like from being drowned to being punched repeatedly. I was dragged into the dark space, occupied by painful thoughts. I tried to learn various ways to take back control of my life. But when the time came, I still fear of sleeping as well as the feeling of drowning it gives to me.